Today I came across two blogs where people are like “I’m pregnant, look at my growing belly” and it really just feels like a slap in the face. I hate myself for not being happy for them the first minute I read they are pregnant. I’m mad that the first thing I think about is how much I want to be pregnant right now.
It’s wrong for me to think like this, I know. I am blessed to have 3 beautiful, happy, and HEALTHY children. I should just automatically be happy for them, but honestly it takes a minute for the sting to go away before I can truly be happy for them, and once I do get there I am totally and completely happy for them.
Last night hubby and I had another talk about another baby. One thing he said that is so true – “Our goal isn’t to have another baby.” He’s right. Our goal isn’t to have another baby, our goal is to live a life for God, have a healthy marriage, raise godly children, and serve the Lord with our lives. Another baby will just be another blessing.
So that’s what I’m working towards. I just wish I didn’t think about having a baby it so much….
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