My husband told me this Sunday, after church, that he is moving towards being OK with having another baby. He said there were a lot of babies in church (I wasn’t at the service, I had a meeting to go to) and he was just thinking about what it would be like to have a baby in the house. This of course brings me hope. I’m not sure if his thoughts were in anyway influenced by this weeks message at church which was “selfless love.” I can only speculate. 
However it was very good news to me. Though the events we having coming up over the next year, even if his thoughts do change, the money situation will be yet another obstacle to overcome. Unless God wants to work a miracle and over rule the vasectomy we chose to have four years ago.
My husband also said that he is confident that if another baby is truly God’s will then it will happen. I agree.
I still have hope for another baby. I still feel overwhelmingly that it is God’s will for us to have more children. I am also very hopeful that God will open doors, change hearts, and maybe even work a miracle or two.
Although I am confused by our financial “crisis” coming up in 2010, which will include a HUGE pay cut at hubby’s work and should last about a year. So I am confused about that, but I am choosing to believe and trust God.
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