I have to say the past 5 months have just been shaken up all for us. Everything we thought was going to happen. All of our plans, done. I honestly have no idea what to expect anymore.
Lately there has been so much frustration because nothing seems to be going our way. It just feels difficult, like there is really no one on our side. I know this is taking on the victim mentality, and I hate it. But sometimes it’s difficult to understand this stuff when you have no idea what is going on.
Even if God did reveal to me what was happening, I’m not sure I would have enough confidence in that revelation.
There are times when I think I can see where God is going with all of this. But then it doesn’t go that way. So I get confused, frustrated, and really discouraged.
I have to admit I’m a little angry at the situation right now. Right now we are going through a lot of stuff that was not caused by our own doing, it’s all completely out of our control. We’re trying to keep a good attitude, but I’m very tired, and so is everyone in this family.
It’s been a rough 5 months. I’m not sure when it will get better. But I am working to cling to what I do know. Reading the Bible and praying is what grounds me in this moment where it feels like my entire life has been shaken all to pieces.
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Yes, cling. This will pass, but in the meantime, cling to God.
“We have this treasure in earthen vessels, that the excellency of the power may be of God and not of us.
We are troubled on every side, yet not distressed; we are perplexed; but not in despair;
Persecuted, but not forsaken; cast down, but not destroyed…”